BATA PA LANG, MAY SUNGAY NA!!!
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005i remember when i was in my kindergarten years, we were instructed by my teacher to draw a picture of what we think our guardian angels would look like…
i dunno, but maybe at that time i just have a wild imagination… i drew a stick figure of an angel with wings… well, actually i colored it with black…
my classmate approached me and asked why was my guardian angel black instead of white… i just gave her a sarcastic look and replied "who told you that angels should be white, nywei? did you actually see one?" hahaha…
whenever that scene would cross my mind… i can’t help but smile ‘coz imagine i was only 4 years old at that time…(bata pa lang may sungay na!!!)…
oh well, i was baptized and confirmed under catholic vows but eversince i really have a lot of questions about my religion… so if someone would ask me, whom i believed in… i would just simply say, i have my own god… i am half agnostic-half not (weird)…. if i pray, i pray directly to my god… sometimes i would envision him as chinese or sometimes an afro-american…well, i mean who exactly can give a detailed image of god… the images that we have right now were created by other humans also… no one has actually seen god… and why does he have to look like an american, ayt?…
one thing more, i don’t like doing routines… if you failed to go to church for one sunday, would it lead you to hell… i hate going to the church, a lot of the church goers are hypocrites. wait till the end of the mass and see them unleashing the monsters hiding inside themselves… harhar…
well, as long as i don’t hurt anyone then i guess i would be on the safe side… i don’t have to go thru a lot of routines to practice my faith… i don’t have to conform to the norms of the society…i have my own way and i’m definitely sticking with it…
–it’s just that i keep on fucking the norms that were already laid–
